An Open Letter to Ms. Jenner
Dear Ms. Jenner,
I was only two years old when you won the gold medal in the Olympics. But I’ve always known who you were, even if I didn’t quite know why I knew who you were. Like Marilyn Monroe or Princess Diana. An icon whose face “everyone can name,” you were not so much a person but a symbol, an archetype. An image that people had of you since the 1970’s that, for some reason or another, defined “masculinity” and “raw male power.”
All the more challenging for some folks to wrap their minds around the fact that you are actually a woman. All the more challenging for you to have to come out and explain this to everyone.
I work as a gender therapist in Colorado, as well as working in the capacity as an educator and advocate for the transgender community. This means I have worked with, befriended, and supported literally thousands of individuals who identify as being uncomfortable with their assigned-gender-at-birth.
With this being the “hat” that I wear, I came into watching your interview last night with Diane Sawyer with a multitude of feelings. My partner and my daughter joined me with equal amounts of anxiousness, since by now they pretty much know what I know and are strong allies to the community.
As the interview began we had feelings of nervousness as we wondered how Diane Sawyer was going to handle things. Feelings of discomfort and frustration as we heard her use certain phrases and words that, although unintentional, can lead to more confusion. Feelings of protectiveness, as we watched you so exposed and being asked the most personal of personal questions.
As the interview went on we were gradually able to relax.
Firstly, I wish ABC had mentioned earlier in the segment that you chose to stay with the he/him pronoun that everyone’s been accustomed to, because it was a huge distraction up until that point! However, once Diane mentioned that this was not an oversight on her part I was able to (somewhat) move past the discomfort of hearing male pronouns being used in reference to you.
I also had to remember to put aside my almost ten years of experience of working with the transgender community and remember that Diane Sawyer, like many of the people watching the interview, is still in “Trans 101” land. She was curious, open to understanding, and fairly respectful. I’m not sure why the decision was made for her to not conduct at least a little more research into the transgender experience—honestly any of my non-transgender but trans-friendly friends could have handled it just as well as she did.
But all in all I could tell that she genuinely liked you, and wanted to do her best to give you a platform to share your story.
Most of all I was able to relax because of you just being you. I had no idea what your personality was like before this, since I’ve steered clear of Keeping Up with the Kardashians (no offense 🙂 ).
What a pleasure to discover that you are quite a delight! You made a point of keeping a sense of humor. You were upbeat and positive. You were oh so very patient with those “Trans 101” type questions, knowing that if Diane Sawyer is asking it then there must be thousands of others wondering it as well.
You maintained your privacy when you were asked something you weren’t ready to officially comment on, knowing how easily the press would be “all over that.”
And you made it abundantly clear that you want your “coming out” to make a positive impact on society’s understanding of what it means to be transgender. I have no doubt when I hear the feedback from my clients over the coming week that I will hear words of hope and encouragement, especially for those who are also coming out later in life.
I would be remiss to not mention some of the “arguments,” if you will, from persons who feel there were things you said that give them permission to doubt whether or not you are truly a woman.
That’s suspicious that Jenner asked to have he/him pronouns used during the interview.
It’s my guess that this was a strategic and smart move on your part. As I’ve seen from my work over the years, when you come out to someone it’s best if you take it a step at a step, so as to give them a chance to process and adjust. Sitting a spouse, family member, or friend down and saying, “In the near future I’ll want you to address me using female pronouns. But I understand and respect you won’t be ready to start that today.”
You just came out to the entire planet! You are modeling something that, in the long run, will lead to a higher chance of long term understanding and adjustment.
How come you don’t know what your female name is, or want us to start using it yet?
Of course you know what your name is! You’ve probably known for many years. It is your choice to decide when to let us know what that name is. Again, you were laying a lot of new information on a lot of people last night, so bringing in what your name will be would only have caused a distraction (which you specifically addressed, “The press would jump all over that”). This is a matter of privacy, and a smart move as someone who is already being so highly scrutinized by the media.
You haven’t had surgery yet???
First of all, I was appreciative to hear Diane make a very clear point that it is not okay to ask someone who is transgender about “the surgery,” and that you brought it up on your own. My guess is you knew it was on the minds of many of the viewers and therefore wanted to get the elephant in the room out of the way rather than pretend it wasn’t there.
You offered an answer that revealed just enough information to let us know that it is on your mind, but also maintained your privacy about it. I love how you said that if/when it happens, it’ll be so quiet that no one in the public will even know it. As well it should be!
Saying that you have it on your radar and are still weighing the decision has nothing to do with whether or not you are “truly” a woman. It is an incredibly serious procedure to undergo, just like any other surgery someone might chose or not chose to have. For example, having to take your age into account, knowing that although you are healthy that you are still a higher risk candidate for the surgery.
It’s also true that having a vagina does not equal being a woman. Whatever your reasons are for wanting or not wanting the surgery, either now or later, are yours and yours alone. Good for you for not feeling like you have to defend or prove yourself in this regard.
Anyway, that’s how I feel about that. 🙂
I avoided reading much commentary on the interview this morning, so as to allow me to share my thoughts with you without too much influence from others.
My guess is that there will be a mix of positive response, those who are still confused by at least closer to understanding, and the usual fear-based hateful responses. Please know there are literally hundreds of thousands of people who have your back!
You have challenges to face in the coming days, as well as great joys. Thank you for helping the mainstream get one step closer to understanding what this journey means by sharing your personal one.
I am excited you are ready to take this next step, and that you shared this moment with all of us.
With gratitude and affection,
Dara Hoffman-Fox, LPC
Roz KeithApril 26, 2015 at 9:26 AM
Thank you for writing this. I have deliberately not commented at all publicly about my feelings surrounding the interview or the myriad of opposing comments swirling around social media.
You did a great job in the letter of addressing some of the “issues” many have raised. I am disappointed that so many in the transgender community did not like the interview for various reasons. Bruce Jenner is one person with one experience. He is a human being with feelings. He chose how he wanted to handle his public coming out and Diane Sawyer presented it well.
His story will educate and create awareness. There are so many facets to discuss that face trans* individuals that one person’s story couldn’t possibly cover them all.
I hope he sees your letter and honors you with a response.
Grace StevensApril 26, 2015 at 7:43 PM
Lovely article, which matches well the tone of THE Interview. I was astonished at the very start of the program when Bruce wrestled with the “this is really hard to do” statement. For me it was like the old Rene Zellwinger moment in Jerry Mcguire….He had me at hello. At least the first half dozen times I came out to my family members and co-workers this were the exact words I used.
It was clear to me that what would follow would be a similar story to mine and that of so many people I know in the community.
As you said he came out to the entire world, and he will have many challenges. He appears to well understand this and like many of us who have taken this step before, knows that he is looking forward to the adventure of living his truth.
CassandraApril 26, 2015 at 10:44 PM
Mr. Jenner. He has requested people continue to use male pronouns, why can’t people wrap their heads around this?
j hendersonMay 1, 2015 at 8:15 PM
My heart goes out to M Jenner with gratitude for demonstrating transitioning “later” in life, and for the courage it must take to do so in the public eye, knowing how many will make this a topic of ridicule. ♡
Angello V. CastroMay 2, 2015 at 1:03 PM
My fiancee is an MTF Pre-op Heterosexual female and she has been in transition for close to 3 years. I believe that Ms. Jenner should be called her/she when the female name is chosen. There are many in this nation who live in stealth for fear of family rejection, workplace violence and community rejection. The truth of the matter is gender identity is what we are born in and gender preference is what we choose. I attend two support groups, the first is for a trans community and the second is an LGBTIQ for seniors.
My fiance and I watched the show and were happy that Ms. Jenner came out but most do not have the means to come out and complete transition with SRS. It was not an easy thing for Ms. Jenner but what she did was much needed.
Sadly the trans community is taking the brunt of legislation as gays and lesbians have become mainstream and familiar. So please push for ENDA that the trans can be protected before the law as well as gays, lesbians, and heterosexuals.
Thank you and may we one day become a mosaic of humanity whose image will be of life.
Angello Vamvatsoulis Castro
Ashley ScottMay 2, 2015 at 11:46 PM
Thank you for the insights.
I refused to watch the interview.
I might rethink my position.
I hate ABC. I don’t like Ms. Sawyer, and mostly I don’t like Kardashian rabble rousing.
I always referred to Miss. Jenner as ‘she’ because we all know what she is going through.
I can only guess ‘without reading the thoughts about the transexual community’, that some
of the negativity can be derived from not keeping it personal.
What I mean by that, is that on a personal level, she is telling her friends and family how to
identify or handle her. She is doing the phrase ‘when in Rome, do what the Romans do’.
So in her ‘Roman’ household, she can respectfully tell everyone not to call her any female
pronouns until after her affirmation or whenever she gets her paperwork with drivers
license and so forth. So personally it works great for her and keeps the ‘peace’.
Publicly, this is a mess because it now is being seen as a super star authorizing the haters
and the confused to use wrong pronouns on the REST OF US.
We MTFs are female from birth, we are born with confusing physical identifiers such as male genitals
and higher level female hormones; and our gender is clearly female. It is terrible for us because we
can not ‘prove’ with a finality that we are women. We attempt to FINISH the slow transition so we can
‘prove’ it. In reality, we need the respect much more than we need to prove anything and it is a
deprivation of life without being whole and living as second class people.
This means we don’t advertise. We stay private. We expect others to call us by our proper
sur names based on FTM / MTF. We demand the same respect others would have us give them.
Every time a story is publicised, we are in jeapardy because we have to start over in the spotlight.
It is absolutely okay for Ms. Jenner to be addressed as Mr. Jenner in her personal world.
Telling the world how she is handling the situation addressed with male pronouns is still okay.
That is why it is her story.
The clash is going public with a story and everyone will be afraid that somehow her story
is going to be seen as the only real story and everyone else gets stepped on.
Basically, anyone going public has a personal story and we should not be so negative about it.
This means being able to respect that persons wishes in their home and use the pronouns they
asked people to use.
Less than 3 percent of our world is ‘trans’. Even fewer are those of us who are transsexual.
I respectfully hate that we ‘come out’ on tv and other outlets; because we can’t just figure it out
and move on. Its private. EVERYONE has to have a say in what a few percent of us are going to be.